awaken

its 00.31 a.m

my mind is full of sorrow

they said, i have to let go everythings that matters

about and for us

time and silence forced me to learn

to let us go

for the sake of our sanity

i love you, but you make me sad

and i have to say goodbye

solicitous

more leaves are falling today

it dispels every fear, it shifts every doubt downward

the tree looked sureal with flickering roots

as if it would take me to the farthest point of the world.

and there you are in a small voice, wondering;

'will it work or are we just going to let the wind blow and destroy our path?'

but dear, reality feels smaller than it should be every time I hear you,

every time you walk in,

and every time you stay silent in your darkest room with your comfort solitude

eventually, I found you in the right place

and I feel safe