Jumat, 21 Juni 2019

everything isnt mutual but im (pretend to be) okay with it

Diposting oleh fuyuhanacherry di 14.57

10.10 pm, in the middle of your town, your name easily crossed my mind
finally i can step my feet on the same land as you, i smiled proudly
eventhough you dont allow me to open your heart--to be my homestay, you are still here, right?
at this time, i think you still awake
do you see that fullmoon? i think it glow brighter, tonight

i hope you like it
i hope you can enjoy your night
i hope i can text you that i want to see you
i hope i can found you really soon

eventually what i want through of my long journey is no more than a wish
god has the biggest control to make it works
i mean, am i allowed to bring everything into wishes?
that nobody knows; will it become into reality?
it seems useless, i know it, but i would never as brave as today--to ask about it
so yeah,
maybe this is my last chance to let my own self to missing you

i am nobody, so do what i wishing for
you are nobody
we have so many similarities but have u ever realized that we never stand on the same line?
or if i can describe it spesifically--even the level?

i dont know why i always see you as a better human than myself
you always seems perfect, no need to doubt, without even care who you really are--how people look at you--i dont fckin care about that; my selfiness work harder than my healthy mind

i think im falling deeper day by day
and nobody would save me
as if i dont ask them to save me
so it doesnt matter
if in the end im broke into pieces, i just want to see something

you, the one who stole my world,
please answer this question;
do i ever cross your mind?

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